牛虻英文读后感
Thispoem,isthefinalwriting,writingit,hewasontheline,andthenhedied.
Hediedveryhard,becausehehastosoldier,wassolovedhim,theytookthetremulousgunhand,theirtearsinthecheeks,buttheystillhavetokillhim,thatisthework.Incountlessbulletsound,gadflyisdead,allintheplay,butthedeadsostrong,sobright.
Chinalooksathisson'sdeath,hehadkilledhim,heisinGod,andsons,decidedtochoosethefalsegod,gaveupsomiserableandsoneedlovingson.Hewasdestinedtoregrettheirdecisions,hewasdestinedtobeyourcrazy,finally,greatcardinalorcrazy,ordead,GodisnottheGodofmercy,notbecauseofhisloyaltyandloyaltytohim.
Arthurispoor,QiongmaaslaphimfromItalytoSouthAmerica,manyyearsofsuffering,heputdown,finally,hereturnedtoItaly,hesawQiongma,theyloveeachother,butnotforever.Hedied,shecriedinpain,heallthetime,shewasalsosuffering.Andassheknowheisstillalive,shecanberelieved,shecanforgettheirpastmistakes,heonceagainlivingdeadinfrontofher.
Arthurwas17yearsold,knowGodisjustahammertoknockouttheclaysculpture,hisbelovedPadreliedtohim,Godisnotagodofcompassion,onecanrelyon,onlyyourself.Arthurintroubleandbecameafully-fledgedatheist,hehatedthehypocrisyofprayer,hateallpriests,butheknowsthat,inanycase,hestilllovesthePadre,hedoesn'thatehim,aslongasthePadretospendtherestofmylifetolovehim,hewillbesatisfied,hewillbehappy.ButChinadoesnotdoso,hecried,cryverysad,buthischoiceisstillGod,onlygod.
Asthegreatcardinal,chooseGodisbehoove,Christwascrucified,heisdestinedtobemerciful,hewasacceptabletoallconfession,andhecando,isonlytheacceptanceoftheconfession.Heisnotwhatpeopledo,hecan't,hecouldn'tsaveChina,moresaveArthur.ButChinadoesnotknow,neverknow,thewayhetreatedhisownson,isveryunfair,buthedidnotknowGod,hewaspuzzledbyhismind,onlytheemptygod.
WhenChinafinallywakesup,youmustfacetheheavenorhelloftheGod,andhewillsay,hestillloveGod?Alsokeepyourfaith?Hewouldregretit,willbe.Hewillsee,andtheGodwasbrokenintopieces,hewillputtheheartawayfromGod,hereallyloves,ishisson.Butallthisisalreadylate,heavenisinfinitelyhigh,hellisabottomless,he'llneverfindhisbelovedson.
Onceagaintheconfession?